oh god, this is going to be a difficult season... i cant believe i didnt see this. giiny and rhian? BIG NO NO. bloody hell, rhian looks at ginny with a sharp tone, let alone speaks to her that way! oh god, i dont even know what i was thinking... oh well. all i know is that there both good, but if they let this get in the way, im going to have to take care of it. DAMN MY CAPTAINSHIP!

how the hell am i going to tell ray?

its not my fault. ugh, yes it is. how stupid can i be? i have to check my food, my drink every day, and the one time i slip up...
im an idiot. now not only is jakes identity at stake, but so is my relationship with ray...

bloody sickening. when people tell you that theyll always be there then stab you in the back by refusing to accept you for who you are. bloody sickening. you always have to watch who your friends are, and if your willing to lose that friendship. i, for one, am not. im going to be a bloody fool and try to fix this frendship with ginny. shes to close to me to not at least try and if it doesnt work, well, cant say i didnt try. rhian and rayshaun are angry, maybe angrier then i am. and im pretty angry. it feels sort of nice, you know? having people care about your problems... im not sure how ron and hermione are doing... there life is so complicated its impossible to keep up.